Anonymous asked: what did lucas say/do when you broke up with him? I read it off your 1-25 question thingie, and i'm sure it must have been hard....

We agreed to break up.. He cried I think, and told him mom, and then his sisters bitched me out. Surprisingly, it wasn’t so hard… I was just not feeling the love I’d felt for him before anymore..

Anonymous asked: 1-25 lol

• 1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel? Depends on what is being said, but in general, I find it difficult keeping eye contact whilst saying things to someone.
• 2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way? I was angry at my parents, mostly at my dad for taking away my computer and being severely drunken and stupid. He destroyed my door to my room, insulted me (Called me a whore) and hit me. My father and I don’t get along very well, and so I’m still mad at him for being a complete dick to all my friends a couple weekends ago.
• 3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them? I would call my parents and say I’m finally out of your lives. so Have fun.
• 4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid? I would tell those that are important to me. I would live my life. Go out, see the world, learn as many things as I can, make people happy. I’d be terribly afraid, and I’d likely chose to end it early..
• 5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust. Trust. I don’t think I’d be happy with anyone whom I do not trust in the least bit. Love is important, but trust is a big thing for me and yeah..
• 6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not? I would save the dog. I honestly do not give a single flying fuck about my job. I’d jump in and save the poor thing. I care about animals much more than a job, jobs are everywhere, you can get another, but a life, it’s only one.
• 7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most? The one I trust the most. Because as I said earlier, trust is a big thing for me. I trust you and you hurt me, it;s not right..
• 8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say? I don’t know who my best friend is, but if whoever they are said they love me, I’d be a little confused and speechless..
• 9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not? I know someone, who is very important to my parents, he is very sick right now and is for sure going to die soon. I’d give him an hour of my life because he’s done so much good and has helped so many people. And honestly, one hour off of my life wouldn’t make a difference.
• 10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend? I’m far from it. I honestly do not see why people like me. I am anything but a good friend. I lie and I’m rude, too straightforward and I would hate to have me as a friend.
• 11. Does love = sex? No. You can love someone without needing to have sex with them. And if anyone thinks the only way to love someone is by having sex with them, they are just infatuated by them.
• 12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not? It really depends on my position in the company and where I am working. As rude as it may sound, I’d stay because I’d also need money to support myself. But if I were to leave to let them stay, I’d do it because I’d hate seeing this person on the streets for example later in life.
• 13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person? I told Lucas that I didn’t want to be with him anymore. Even after a year and a half.
• 14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite sex, you love them or that you do not love them back? That I do not love them back.
• 15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose? I’d hate to give up music. I need music to live, literally. It’s like my power up, it keeps me sane. Without it, I’d be more depressed than I was before, and I don’t want that.
• 16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you? My friend Soleil, or my Cousin Cynthia… Some time this week :) They’re both super awesome ^_^
• 17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why? Getting in shit for partying and getting grounded, I really wish I could’ve avoided that..
• 18.Imagine it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you? Someone who could protect me lol, or someoneS, like Damen, soleil, Danielle, Alfred.. anyone :p
• 19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not? Yes, because I would hate to see them die, and no because it’d be very unsanitary, and I’m a germ freak.. :p
• 21.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision? That’d be possibly the hardest decision to make, because if I let the baby fall, the parents would hate me, and if I let my grandmother fall, my family would hate me.. I couldn’t chose, I’d fall off the cliff with both of them to avoid future conflict.
• 22. Are you old fashioned? In some aspects, yes.
• 23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it? I’m usually nice to people without expecting stuff in return…
• 24.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why? Never loved, it’d hurt less in the end.
• 25.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be? I wish people would just be happy, stop worrying about everything in their lives, stop worrying about their weight, how they look, stop being depressed, and just be simply happy. I don’t like when people are upset, I’ve been through so much and I don’t want the same to happen to anyone; ever.

Anonymous asked: 1-92

• 1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? Yes :p
• 2. You talked to an ex today, correct? False
• 3. Have you taken someones virginity? Yes
• 4. Is trust a big issue for you? Yeah..
• 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? Yes ^_^
• 6. What are you excited for? Hanging out with Danielle after school. It’s been a while since we’ve hung out
• 7. What happened tonight? Tonight still hasn’t happened, but last night.. Me and Damen had funn ;)
• 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? It’s gross
• 9. Is confidence cute? Yes, but overconfidence, no
• 10. What is the last beverage you had? Either Water or pink grapefruit soda lol
• 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? 3-4ish
• 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? I own a bunch lol
• 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? I have no idea lol
• 14. What are you going to spend money on next? Probably something to eat, because I’m reallllly hungry :p
• 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? yes :)
• 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? Probably
• 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? Chandler or Coleby
• 18. The last time you felt broken? I’m not sure
• 19. Have you had sex today? No lol
• 20. Are you starting to realize anything? Possibly..
• 21. Are you in a good mood? I’m tired, but I’m cheery, so Yeah ^_^
• 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? Noooo
• 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? No lol
• 24. What do you want right this second? This really good food from Café Paris :p
• 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? I don’t know, I would be upset, but it also depends on the situation
• 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? Hell no :p
• 27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? Not likely
• 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? My friends and I won a contest that everyone thought we would more than surely fail
• 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? I miss someone, yes but not to the point that I’d die or anything.
• 30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? Depends on what they did
• 31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? Naw
• 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? Yes :p
• 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? I rarely do, but meh
• 34. Listening to? The ticking of the clock and the talking of the people in my class lol
• 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? A lot more at this school than at my old school
• 36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? He should be at school right now lol
• 37. Do you believe in love at first sight? Yes
• 38. Who did you last call? I don’t remember lol
• 39. Who was the last person you danced with? Awkwardly enough, I don’t know.. his name was Tayler and it was at a party…
• 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? Because we’re in a relationship… lol
• 41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? Quite some time ago actually…
• 42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? naww
• 43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? All the damn time lmao
• 44. Do you tan in the nude? no, too many unexpected guests at my house :p
• 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? Naw
• 46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? Yes.. lol
• 47. Who was the last person to call you? Nick, on skype.. I was like NO
• 48. Do you sing in the shower? Sometimes
• 49. Do you dance in the car? All the time ^_^
• 50. Ever used a bow and arrow? Once. It was fucking awesome
• 51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? School photo’s? A while ago :p
• 52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? Some are
• 53. Is Christmas stressful? For some yea, for me meh
• 54. Ever eat a perogi? yes lol yummm 
• 55. Favorite type of fruit pie? Apple or pumpkin
• 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? Vet ^_^
• 57. Do you believe in ghosts? Yessir
• 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? All the time. It’s creepy
• 59. Take a vitamin daily? Nope
• 60. Wear slippers? Usually, yes
• 61. Wear a bath robe? Naw
• 62. What do you wear to bed? Whatever shirt I was wearing during the day and pj pants
• 63. First concert? Hilary duff I believe
• 64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? Wallllll-marttttt
• 65. Nike or Adidas? Nike :)
• 66. Cheetos Or Fritos? Cheetosssss
• 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? Sunflower seeds, yum
• 68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? Our Song
• 69. Ever take dance lessons? Once, a long time ago
• 70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? I don’t know lol
• 71. Can you curl your tongue? I suppose..
• 72. Ever won a spelling bee? Close. so close, but no. Fucking dumb ass teacher.
• 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? Yes ^_^
• 74. What is your favorite book? Currently, I would have to say anything by Preston&Child
• 75. Do you study better with or without music? It depends on what I’m studying and what music I’m listening to
• 76. Regularly burn incense? No lol
• 77. Ever been in love? Yep, or at least thought so
• 78. Who would you like to see in concert? Marilyn Manson, Skrillex, Deadmau5, Mayday Parade… Soo many bands omg
• 79. What was the last concert you saw? Stereos :p
• 80. Hot tea or cold tea? Hot green tea, cold Iced tea
• 81. Tea or coffee? Teaaa
• 82. Favorite type of cookie? Chocolate chipppp
• 83. Can you swim well? LOL no :p I drown in the kiddy pool basically omg lmao
• 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? for like 10 seconds
• 85. Are you patient? Surprisingly, yes
• 86. DJ or band, at a wedding? DJ, unless the band is beyond amazing
• 87. Ever won a contest? Many when I was a kid :p
• 88. Ever have plastic surgery? /naw
• 89. Which are better black or green olives? Neither, I don’t like olives bleh
• 90. Opinions on sex before marriage? Do as you wish, but if she gets pregnant, don’t fucking leave her.
• 91. Best room for a fireplace? Living room or master bedroom :)
• 92. Do you want to get married? Eventually, yes :)